What to do...

This will be a vent session for me. Too much bottled up stuff! Guess I'll start here; last night someone who works for my mom bought us dinner last night and it was terrible. I thanked them for spending their money on dinner and they appreciated it. Later I found out that my mother (as usual voiced her disapproval, of everything) had not thanked them for dinner. If I had eaten that meal and didn't thank this person, mom would have insulted me in front of them. I'm insulted that she feels she can do what ever she wants. I used to buy her clothes when I was in the city and I stopped because she found fault with everything I spent money on. Onward! My family is very PA (passive aggressive) and it makes me sad. I'm criticized for hiding in my room to allow mom and the aides have some time alone or I'm made to feel like a 3rd wheel by mom when I'm visiting too long. So, I'm pretty much in the wrong all the time. Last night, a memory came to mind about what I wanted to do with my business education. I was telling my dad about my idea and you know what he said; "You don't have enough experience to do that!" So, I didn't do that and here I am, flat broke, at my moms so I'm not on the street and disowned by everyone in my family but my mom, because they see me as a failure. Feeling pretty crushed and beat down. I apply for jobs and everyone gives me the same response, "thanks but not hiring right now', even though they're running a help wanted ad in the paper. No idea where to go from here...