Hello All
Its been a very long year, personally. Long story short. Discovered my mother was a Narcissist and I've been emotionally, verbally and financially abused by her my whole life. I am now doing the work to recover, knowing it will take me years. After two months of trying to be the bigger person and let her comments "roll off my back" she noticed and upped her game. It got so bad that I was getting extremely depressed. She was ignoring me and telling lies about me to a point where I was forced to move out and go no contact. I had to start taking care of me. Learning that she thought so little of me and would never be able to love me the way a mother should brought tears to my eyes and broke my heart. This women I have devoted my life to help out never cared about me and didn't have the empathy to show me true compassion. Upon moving out, I was homeless for seven months with my doggy at my side. I have since found a place to live and a job. However the struggle to reprogram the years of abuse and nasty comments said to me continues. My Narcissist mom has since passed away. Will finish in a bit.
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