Crash & Burn

Today is one of those days where I don't want to be around others and don't want to be alone. Maybe I'll just go hide today... I have nothing to give others, much less myself. Guess it's time for a crash & burn session... I'm sooooo sick of my current situation and no clue how to get out of it. I never thought I would be in this situation at all, much less still...

Up Coming Birthday

This up coming birthday is different from my 40th. The last 5 years has been interesting, difficult and emotionally challenging at times. In the last 5 years, I've had 7 jobs, only one of which was not a temp or seasonal job. A couple of weeks back, a thought popped into my head that I couldn't give much energy too; Did I waste my summer staying where I am? As I look at a shrinking saving account that I managed to keep without touching for 6 months and the last 4 months it's been getting thinner. I would put some pocket money (leftover unspent in checking account) into it and a few weeks later have to pull it right out. It's unusual for me to be in the library before my shower, but having to get everything financial figured out is priority today. Out of the last 5 years, I've had a solid place to live for only 2 years. The rest of the time I've been staying with friends, short term places here and there or car camping. So, Yeah, I'm really frustrated...

The good parts of the last 5 years is that I've gotten my health under more control and in the last 4 months I've lost some much needed weight and that is allowing me to get into my business clothes again and that is nice. I've met some nice people, built a network of friends and surviving puppyhood of my current kid.

I've been thinking of big things to keep my mind level and moving forward and it helps most of the time. Every once in a while I have a good cry, especially when someone says something and takes stress off of me. Doesn't happen very often, but when it does it's nice.

So, have a good week...

Life Between Homes

Happy August

Just wanted to let you know that I've started a blog talking about just my current situation and awesome & frustrating parts about it. The bog is titled; "Life Between Homes." I have tons of material for it, but will have to get as much on as I can as cool temps and battery power allow. Have a good friday