In my desperate search for answers with life long questions, such as "what the hell am I supposed to be doing with my life" I found a book printed in 2009. "I see your dream job" by Sue Frederick. When I started this book, I knew there was hope in figuring out my answers to my questions while doing th math and some memory search. Well, while doing that, I found something else too. My confidence and strength to stand-up for myself and even get some real sleep. This book walked in the basement entrance of my house and up the back stairs to my stress, fear, anxiety and panic of simply living aka PTSD. In about 10 days I got through this book and was finally feeling really good. Now in the New Year, working on the book more seriously and redoing all the homework to really figure out what my path is, I feel joy again. I have emailed Sue and passed my discoveries onto her and thanking her for unknowingly helping me get back on my feet emotionally. With the homework in the book, I have corresponded with a couple of websites to get more information. And it is linked to my horoscope and it's giving me great news for 2011. So, here we go. My current situation is still the same, but I'm not depressed about it right now. I'm sure I will have bad days along the way, but not today or tomorrow.
Happy 2011 Everyone
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