A Real Man For Me

Today is one of those days where I wonder where I would be if I was lucky enough to have a life with one of three of the men in my life I knew years ago. One married a lady who not only has a career, but a love for that career. Another one also married a lady who has the same love for her career. The ones that find me or seek me out are not the ones I would ever marry much less have kids with. I have very good guy friends and that is what they will remain, good friends. I would never complicate it by getting romantic. "If it aint broke, don't fix it!!!" The third guy chased his career and found his lady along the way. I guess I wasn't suppose to be with any of them. But I don't have the confidence to visit them and stay at their house in the guest room either. These three guys are the real men and love for their wife, their family and career. None of them would ever even consider stepping out on her and that is what I so desire in my life. These three couples are happy and comfortable in their life and I envy that. I keep telling myself that someday I would find this guy for myself, but I've been waiting for more then 20 years now. Have a good week!