My confidence is pretty well shaken and feeling pretty down today. Mostly confused on why I get treated so strangely when I'm nice and respectful to everyone without any side intensions or asking for anything in return. I'm really confused. So tired of everything I do being wrong and being judged by people who I have the upmost respect for. I don't get it! Everyone is laughing at me and I don't know why. I do work well as a team player, I'm helpful only when asked, and yet they see me as a problem and I don't understand why. I enjoy my job and I work with a great bunch of people and yet they don't care for me in the least. What a shame!
I know my mind thinks differently and I'm on a different plane from everyone else and that is why I try so hard to treat everyone with respect and on an equal plane. Not on the same plane as myself, but respecting them for who they are as a human being.
Update 11/20/2011; I'm doing better today with a small plan to just keep my head down and not make small talk. It won't be easy considering that if I didn't talk with my co-workers I wouldn't living where I'm living now. I worked with her for 5 days and she turned out to be a good friend. Thanks for allowing me to vent.
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