May 28, 2011

Scared!

More doors getting closed on me and have no clue what to do from here. I'm so desperate for a place to live that I can afford. I haven't gotten any decent sleep in days and I'm eating okay. I'm stressed! Everything I've worked on for the past 3 weeks to get a place nailed down has the heavy feeling that it fell apart yesterday! I'm totally freaking out here and I don't even know what I'm going to do. I was given 6 weeks notice to find a new place to live so the owner can remodel the kitchen. All the time spent in the car, all the time on the internet, gas money spent in the search to find a place that would allow me to continue on my forward motion to create a great life seems to vanish into thin air. I don't understand!

10 minutes later of looking at this screen, nothing has come to mind. No clue. Scared!

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