Frustrated

I don't want a bs job. I want a job where I can like what I'm doing, because I'm no good to anyone if i hate my job. I don't tend to hide it well. The jobs I loose for silly stuff, the more frustrated I get. I'm tired, beat-up and all I want to do it cry. I've been at this for 2 years and can't seem to find the right mix. I know I'm one in a couple of million who are just like me (or in much worse shape), but it doesn't make me feel any better. Paid for a couple nights at my campground to get me rewired and hope for the best tomorrow.

My car is starting to stress me out. Had a Nissan tech guy listen to my fan and he said the motor could be going out on it. If I turn the interior fan off, I get 25 mpg; if it's on "1" setting I get getting 35/42 mpg; a difference of 55/94 miles on 5.5 gals. Scared to run it, can't afford to not run it. The only way they can fix it is by pulling out the glove box and the labor hours add up right there. I checked, it's not under warrantee, never was. The last time my car had a full check-up was at 25,000 miles, at 55k now. Not neglecting my car, been too broke to get it into the doctor and believe me, me no like that much. Every time I live in the sw, my cars don't get the $$$ attention I've always given them elsewhere.

Everyone have a good sunday.