51 jobs in 31 years

Frustration & family can the same word. Should I be using frustration instead of family, probably most of the time. My family has helped. They have helped me with conditions I am ordered to fulfill first. The limitations from my dyslexia are real and yet many around me don't hear me and treat it as I am using it as an excuse. Fifty-One (51) jobs in the last 31 years should scream that the limitation from the dyslexia is REAL. As I keep remembering the other jobs I forgot about, the 51 could increase. So, the frustration & family do get used a lot, because there could be more emotional support and genuine support & advice while HEARING what I'm saying. I have a college degree because of family, I'm sleeping in my car (& not under a bridge) because family, I'm working on this computer because of family, able to read books on my iPad because of family. SO, yes, they have helped me. However, there are other ways I need their help. Actual-Tangible help with getting me lined up on work that I can actually DO and succeed in doing. So, yes, I've asked many many times and not sure what the correct word should be used on the lack of response. Is it their short-coming, not really, its all of us as a team not being able to work together, while speaking the same language so everyone is equally heard. My word choice is different from theirs, so being heard is frustrating for all parties... After digging into my memory banks about all my jobs, the number is actually 48. But none the less still way too many jobs for someone who has struggle with dyslexia.