New Challenges

Well, I took the plunge and credit a new blog. It is very different from this one and I feel good about it. At some point down the road, I will connect the two. But for know, I will be working hard to improve the new one. It will be my secondary income, fingers crossed... Currently today, I'm fighting off some bug. With a bunch of tea and warm soups, get some rest I need on my only day off and feel better tomorrow to go back to work. Working 96 hours a week, half of which I am on-call. A good nights rest isn't possible. So, for me to wake up sick today makes me wonder why it took so long. The 72 remaining hours in a week is my free time for sleep and going to the store and other misc errands. There are days I feel like I'm in prison, because i can't leave. I have to stay here. Or I have to give up some sleep between 7am-3pm to go get food, etc... Its actually 7am-3:45pm, but the extra 45 minutes is to eat and get ready. I asked for a second evening off from being on-call so I can get some sleep and was told to sleep during the day. Which is impossible because of where I live. Yes, depression is always knocking on the door. Not sure how to get the changes I need so I feel like a human and not prisoner who gets yelled at a lot. Guess I needed to vent some. Time for more soup!