Ran Out of Time

Well, didn't hear from my interviews on monday, so I called them on tuesday. One of them didn't have work until the 1st of November. Had to leave a message at another one and wait for them to call back. The 3rd hadn't been passed onto the owner, so no news on that one. 4th one gave me the polite brush off. The boss whom I left the message with, called me back and we chatted for about 15 minutes. The hang-up there was that my former employer wouldn't confirm that I drove. I applied for a driving job and needed that confirmation. So, have to wait and see if the other phone number I gave them would pan out. Yesterday, went to town and stopped by one of them and asked to speak to the owner of the manager and was told that they wont be in until Friday. Completely bummed, thanked them and left. Headed to the library to get some research done and while I was there, got a text. The awesome person who allowed me to live in their house let me know that I need to come up with money in order to stay in the house or to move out. I understood completely and closed up what I was doing to left the library before I started to cry. I'm out of time! Trying not to feel sorry for myself, but sure is hard. Wanted to dig in here for the next 10-20 years and it just fell apart. With only enough funds to get back to where my mom lives. Even though this whole was completely out of my control, I feel like a complete failure. When I first got into the area, it was to work for a certain company, but it never worked out. 4 weeks later (last night), I finally got a response to one of the 4 emails sent to the owner. He now wanted me to come work for him. I gave up on him a 3 weeks ago. He missed his chance with me and I'm out of time! I told he would have to put me to work this week or not to worry about it. So, the conclusion to the true cost of working with everyone else's schedule has put me on the street.