Feeling Trapped

Even with the new understanding of the verbal abuse I get in front of other people is from the dementia. The need to belittle me in front of people, I'm not strong enough. Too many magazines in the house and I'm asked to remove one box of misc baking items from the kitchen so the yelling of too many magazines isn't directed at them. Maybe I need to buy a dorm frig and put it in my room and I'm not taking up room in the frig. That is how I feel right now. The only food items I have it the kitchen is in the frig. All my dry goods are in my room so I have food to eat that fit my allergies. When I have food in the kitchen, it gets eaten. Hate hate hate the feeling of being this trapped. I have a job I love and unable to support myself on the income from it. I'm just not strong enough of the continues verbal abuse because it sport. Guess it's time to figure out how to make plan b speed up for me.