Saturday Night

Well, I'm not out with friends or curled up on the couch watching movies. I'm watching people pull into a box store parking lot to go spend their hard earned dollars. Doing my best to keep my spirits up and not let my current situation get me down. Did you know I was a few months from buying a house when I lost my job. Now I'm sleeping in my car! There are some great programs out there for 1st time home buyers, but nothing when there is not work = Income. I have temp work lined up here and there, but no solid job offers as of yet. My fuzzy face has been great company and she has adjusted to the new program pretty well. She has her moments when she gives me this look that says "I don't want to do THIS anymore!" and I pat her head and nod in agreement with the words being said as well. The truly depressing part about this whole thing is I want to run my own show and unless I win the lottery, that is never going to happen. I know, I know, Buy a lottery ticket! I need to pick numbers I'm feel good about before I invest money in the state parks each week. Meanwhile, my fellow parking lot campers are arriving and getting the perfect spot for the night. Don't want to park in the same spot every night... However, there are a few that haven't moved in a couple of weeks. This no wheat thing I'm doing is sure forcing me to eat more veggies and fruits, can't cook anyway. But the local grocery stores do have some pretty good daily soups. I get a shower everyday at the local rec center and I even work out. I am in no means giving up on myself or my health. I'm not forcing the issue to stay where I've been trying to dig into for the last 3 years, but don't want to move out of state if I can help it. Battery getting low, better close. Have a good sunday!