Need to Vent

Just a vent session!!! One of the things I love most to do is buy Christmas presents or make presents for people I care about each year. If I'm poor, I'll make them. If I have the cash, I'll buy and make. This year, I made lots of magnets. It gives me a great pleasure to look, shop and really think through what I'm going to do for this person or that person. It is great fun! But over the years, I have noticed that I'm appearing on less shopping lists by others and it's gotten to the point if I have 3 presents to open, I was lucky! Truth be told, I'm heart broken! I will buy for a hand full of people; other wise, the Angel Tree will get most of my attention. Some may think I'm just buying to get them taken care of, that is so far from truth and I wouldn't waste my energy or money if I was going at from that approach. I put so much thought into each gift. I must add that I do get gifts that are unwrapped and I do know about and I'm grateful for those; these gifts come from those who will always stay on my shopping list. I'm sad and sad with regrets. I need new Rx glasses and instead of buying them, I put others first. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Everyone!