2 Weeks Until Christmas

Well, it's 2 weeks until christmas, busy making presents and no plans have been made. No money in the budget for a short road trip. Too many christmas movies filled with romance and laughter. This time of year everyone thinks about what should be, what shouldn't be, what can be, what can't be, etc... Me, well, it's just me and my bunnies. Meeting people to get a life outside of work is tough, takes money one can spend freely, something I don't have. I look for work everyday to expand my friends and my life. I could be a bit blue for the fact that I have no decorations up for the purity in the fact that they're in storage, but it sure saving me from having to clean them up later or feeling even more lonely then anyone person should. I'd like to think of the things I'm grateful for for having in the past 12 months. Thankful for my life has brought me both is the stress and happiness. Do I wish I still I had my job, yes. Am I thankful to free of the stress they send us home with everyday "do I still have a job?", Yes! Free of the games played that equal " 'Officer's only' in the Officer's club, no enlisted!" I was considered one of the enlisted and did the work of an Officer! Now that was messed up! My bunnies snoring brings me back into the room! I worry about ever meeting somebody who will accept me for me, he won't come knocking on the door, but it costs money to go play. So, yeah, I guess my main reason is the fact that I have no money to spend freely. If I was still working, I actually could go play this month, finally getting ahead in all my bills and have some extra each week. Just rambling! Have a good sunday!