Eggs in One Basket

Well, I've been struggling for the last 24 hours. In all my efforts to get on at my job in a permanent position, it seemed to have pissed off the lead enough for me to loose my temporary job all together and any hope of permanent job too. The job would have moved me to a different part of the building, but all I was trying to do was get on books with the company. I had my interview on thursday for the job and I shoved out the door on tuesday night. I received the call yesterday that my job had ended. I was caught so far off guard that yes I was crying. I have/had reachable goals that I could touch in a few more months and those where taken away from me. Taking a mental health day to figure out my next move and getting over the shock of the rug being pulled from me once again. I sure wish I knew what my true gift is where I can find my path and chase after it. I've tried so many things that I do enjoy and end up not making any money at them or only for a short time. There is a job industry I should be able to walk right into after doing it for 5 year, but I can't even get an interview in that industry. Is it frustrating, Yes!