My confidence is shaken and not sure why, maybe it's just pms. I'll probably crawl into a shell for work to keep me safe.
Update After Work: Well, I got to work and was grrrummpy but concealing it as well as I could. I don't hide my expressions very well, through years of being expressive. I was off by myself for the first 3 hours and it went ok. The quality control guy (old hippy) cheered me up. I soon started to come up with things to think about that made me smile. Soon, my boss told me where I was going after lunch and that cheered me up too. Soon, my night was looking up. It wasn't long before I was laughing with everyone else.
The other nice thing is my body isn't hurting nearly as bad as it was. I'm building muscles I don't remember every having before. lol. Some nights my muscles between my shoulders talking, some nights my butt muscles are talking, some nights I'm just flat cooked all around. I think I've lost some weight, but not sure how much. They have a scale (and even showers) at my work, I might check it tomorrow.
Hopefully tomorrow is a much better day.
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