It's been almost 4 weeks since I put everything in storage and moved out of my place. I've learned a few things. One: is to listen to my gut more and follow thru if permission is given. If permission isn't given, keep going until it is. In doing this, I found stores, businesses and even communities where I have to just keep going. Tomorrow, no plans have been given to me and I have tried to make plans for tomorrow and they fall into a black hole. So, I will set out to do 2 things, move out of my hotel room and follow up on a couple of jobs. Beyond that, well, I guess I will see. Two: is to let it flow, deal with my emotions while they live and find away to get past it. There maybe a new switch in me that gets me straightened out and allows me to move forward. Many of you will have no clue what I'm saying, but there are a few who do understand what I'm saying. I've always been this deep, put so much thought into everything and been so (everyone has their own word they use to describe me) stubborn, brazen, misunderstood, etc...
Can't sleep because its hot in my room and I hate AC, so the door is open for fresh air. I dislike AC in hotels, because they're LOUD and I can't hear what is going on outside my room.
The oil spill could really do deep emotional damage to me, because I feel so deeply. It does make me sick that the US and BP are more concerned with saving the reputation of BP over the enviroment and yeah the little guy is nothing more then a slave to help make big corp richer. BP taking their sweet time getting equipment to the golf to get this mess solved. And yes, the US not allowing the other countries to jump in and help. Damit we're the first ones on the ground when they call, allow them to return the favors. I applaud the communities along the coasts jumping in to get what they can done and telling the EPA to shove it for being to safe after the oil is in the water. The news here SUCKS, so I rely on a friend over seas to feed some to me.
Thats my rant for tonight.
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