Its Monday :)

This picture is from my move back to the SW, its someplace in NM, along I-40. It was really green last august and HOT.

Well, unemployment is stressful. The news isn’t very cheerful about it, but it’s a relief to know that I’m not alone with this problem. It’s been just over a year sense I graduated from college with a business degree and sadly I haven’t been able to put it to work just yet, unless doing taxes applies. Those graduating from school this year, I feel for, because they’re competing for the same job by those 20+ years their senior. I’ve thought long and hard about what I really want to do, but the economy keeps getting the way. I’m so embarrassed by the fact that I’m struggling worse now then I have in years, that I can’t call to ask for some help, I have to email the request in. I’m not proud of my situation. If I had to chose from all the jobs that I’ve applied for in the last year and wish it had fallen into place for me on even a permanent PT basis, it would be the one I had to 3 months making decent money, doing taxes… It’s an interesting job and it makes my brain work really hard. I sit at home every evening and make a list of things I need to get done the next day, the phone calls I have to make and cross my fingers that something pans out. I’m applying for jobs that will offer good pay, so I can catch a break and get back on top of my bills. I’ve never had to back out of a lease before and I’m not about to start. The rent is cheap enough, so I should be able to get it paid every month, right? I have my days were I’m pretty down about all of it. Friday was one of those days, I’m fighting it off this afternoon. Making the list of things I need to get tomorrow sure can bring someone down. My will is strong, I’m independent, and I’m good looking for being 40 years old. I was thinking thru a lot of things this morning and found that there are things I can do, but making money from them isn’t likely anytime soon. Leave it M*A*S*H to bring you back to earth of what problems are.

I like yourself, keep doing the work

Hugs